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E 'this is the feeling I have, at times.
When I listen to music and when I watch a movie, an anime that remind me
when I was little.
But perhaps just the feeling or the feeling - I should say, is the regret of not having lost time. Have lived in the wrong way - not having lived at all - those years.

The time lost resulting from this defect and the regret is for the wrong done to me both of those years is to me of today. For the first I can not do anything now, I guess.

For today I'll try, at least so it seems to me, but also a sense of not arriving at the head of anything with me: oscillating between nostalgia and regret for the past and a sense of failure - someone might call castration, I suppose - in order to solve the otherwise today, find a way that is my skin.

Search to find and fail to try is to put it in a way that mitigates or even more exotic conceal the sadness of the truth it reveals, an energy-consuming activity. So back, short of energy and imagination, to revisit (morbidly?) That same past that had led me to look elsewhere.

seems a dead end or perhaps one that closes on itself: writing allows me to recover some energy. Recharge.

And start trying ....

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despair and discouragement

I am going to write about things sad and depressing announcement only after giving due: the aveo promised yesterday to my friend.

were twenty-two and she had decided to have a cigarette - in the sense of being assemble as buy loose tobacco, paper, filter and so requires purpose. At the same time he had expressed his idea out loud making it known to the whole group of friends their own choices for the immediate future.

I told her to affigere news on a few e-news group than historic - Chess' alt.binaries eg .- She seemed to agree with the proposal and I had finally resolved for another and more funny - funny from my point of view means - the solution: "I write a post on my blog! "

Here! Alessia last night, around twenty-two, decided

" No! Now I have to make a cigarette! "

And now I write things sad and depressing, but in real alexia and his desire to tell the world their ideas have provided me with renewed vigor and energy

Thanks

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ideas about man

Today, after having written the first part of this post I left my thoughts strolling around various topics related to each other but : madness, illness, war, men, machines, children, in my teens ....

I thought World War II and I realized at some point that there were two wars: the one made by the armies, convinced to defend their homeland from the enemy, whoever he was, and then that of the massacres . Massacres of children, women, the elderly, those who resisted.

sudden and terrible interruption - no - of humanity in the present case of men as if men had started a game of chess where the pawns were themselves and there was no distinction between animals and humans things: all the massacre at the same slaughterhouse.

But look, it seems that the World War II, even before required, it seemed unavoidable: a mad dictator in charge of many hierarchs mad and disappointed that relying on ignorance of the masses had managed to take first and then check the power.

How to stop them, how to stop their descent upon the nations of old Europe ...

I do not answer for other political history of the Second World War is so complex, but often think about how unfair I do not know, if you say our society or perhaps the history or perhaps the nature of our relationships humans almost always force us to succumb to because of who, perhaps not as many or however few, thinking they Smarter play incorrectly. You can only resist: to resist and try to live despite ...
But in World War II there was simply incorrect and some clever man who tried to deceive others. Sometimes it seems to me that some crazy people have managed to arise the strength of a good part of humanity that is left so you also drag in un'aspirale of fury and madness.

I think the right question to ask, to ask to avoid a repeat of something like that, either, because a part of human beings has become insane and murderous violence by the occurrence of that other party.
Because humans do not have withstood the madness and violence and you are left drag instead?

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Grave for Fireflies

Depressed almost like never before, I dived into a long film session, but I chose not to watch anime and movies.

E ' a passion flower, or perhaps reborn, just a few months. and I have seen a Tombre the Fireflies - Hotaru no haka is the title Jappe. Maybe I had reached the bottom and I could not even scrape it more, I did not have too many emotions to spend, just my depression and so this has saved me. I was saved by an infinite sadness in which I would have fallen if I had seen the movie at another time.

The story is based on an autobiographical novel by Akiyuki Nosaka that who lost because of bad nutrition, his sister at the time of World War II. The protagonists in the anime, however, both die, but you know 'are those of the Japanese kamikaze pilots and honor to be saved at all costs ...

Two elements in the film, I think, on the one hand contribute to make the story compelling, however slight, and the other even more sad and moving ending. End than anything else you know at the outset: the first stage and the first bar of the main character, dying in a local train station in any city in Japan.

The lightness of the two boys, their boundless confidence in their future, what perhaps makes it less painful and heavy the situation of poverty that overwhelms them right now and as strays complete and absolute destitution.

The other element is the deep affection that connects the two brothers that will keep them from becoming violent and selfish, and against each other and against outsiders, of others, even when the situation falls and they have nothing: no food, no clothes, no money.

Hotaru no haka , depression I did not passed, nor has alleviated ... But it is a good movie. Light, delicate and sad together

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